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Grief and Happiness (What I'm Feeling)

Thu Oct 9, 2008, 5:50 AM
I can't say I'm unhappy, but I can't say I'm completely content either. Some stuff has been happening and I'm not sure what to make of it. It's strange how I feel. It's nothing different than before and yet I continue to press on with my thoughts, never learning from before. Maybe it's just human nature-whatever the case I DON'T LIKE IT. I hate how it eats away at me and makes me feel helpless. I hate how it makes me look like an idiot (although this probably isn't helping but let me vent si veu plait-SP) I hate how I can't get over it no matter how many times I've been reassured. I hate it. I hate it so much...then again, I guess I'm never truly going to get over it, especially with the way I am. Optimistic about other things that don't include myself in the matter. Sometimes I feel like a blemish whenever I'm put into a scene. Honestly, I've ruined way too much in life. Not just for myself, but for other people. I'm happy that people care, but sometimes I feel bad that they would have to care for someone such as myself. "We care because we want to." Yes, thank you. That makes me feel more human...I suppose I'm just a bit depressed right now (and please don't say "Hon, you're just PMSing" because if I hear that I will go berserk...) but that's okay because everyone has their downsides in life-no matter how frequent. So yes, that is all I have to say...

-Alice

  • Mood: Remorse
  • Listening to: Stuff
  • Reading: Othello
  • Watching: Mad TV spin off of McCain and Facebook
  • Playing: The piano
  • Eating: anything that doesn't have meat in it-except fish
  • Drinking: Chilsung Cider

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